I guess there aren't a lot of OVdialogue folks in the ATHENA trial. I thought I'd post an update on my decision, just in case someone else searches for conversations on this trial.
The doc at the PM in Toronto was quite discouraging and scary - she went on at great length about the possible dangers of the clinical trial drugs, how they can cause permanent changes to the body, like heart or kidney damage, and how if that were to happen they wouldn't be able to treat me with chemo if my cancer recurred. She didn't talk about how the study might benefit me at all. Since I would have to start the trial before the site in my hometown (Ottawa) was up and running, I had been told by my gyne-onc I could easily transfer from the PM to The Ottawa Hospital later. But the doc at PM said that transferring my participation to a different site would be very difficult and maybe impossible. I know they have to go over the potential risks, but I almost felt she was discouraging me from participating in the study. I said that to the nurse afterwards, and she agreed.
Yesterday I had an appointment with the doctor who's the site lead at the Ottawa Hospital, just to get her perspective on what the doc at PM had to say. They had a big surprise for me - the Ottawa site officially opened that day! I had been told they would be opening in February/March, too late for my start deadline. This news takes away a huge burden around the logistics of participating and having to be in another city, and leaves only issues of potential risks and benefits. The doc here talked about the risks too, but emphasized how closely they would be monitoring me for side effects, and reminded me that my type of ovarian cancer is much more aggressive than "standard" oc is and much more likely to recur sooner, and that this study is trying to prevent or delay recurrence.
So, after a pretty sleepless night, I called them this morning to say I'm in. We still have the timing issues with the tissues sent to the lab in the USA and other screening test results having to be in on time, but if that works out, I will be starting in the trial by the end of this month and continuing on for 25 months if all goes well.